I am a channel for the goddess.
I feel my hands being moved by her.
I feel my words being spoken by her.
I feel my body surrendered to her.
Snakelike trembles.
Wavelike ripples.
My heart opening.
Screaming.
Yearning.
To melt.
To be one.
The sweetest pain
Of not melting
Yet
With my beloved.
The sweetest pain
Of deepest longing.
The sweetest pain
Of intuitive knowing
That it is
possible.
When every cell of my body
Wants to merge
Into nothingness
Into everythingness
Into oneness
Into you
Into me
Into love
I have never felt more alive.
Juli Kalyani 